Saturday, December 27, 2008

One Year Down the Drain

As it gets closer to the end of 2008 I find myself doing some Self Evaluations,
some Soul Searching. Did I do all I wanted to do this year? Did I meet my
goals, expectations, hopes? The more thinking I do the more I find wanting, so many things that didn't happen that I wanted to happen. I am one year away from 30- the big 30- and to be honest it's scaring me a little.
There are so many things I want to do before I turn 30, I feel like if I don't get my Life straightened out before then that I won't be able to. I'm sure it's just a crazy mind set, but I am having a hard time getting past it. So this year will definitely be a year of goal setting, there is a lot I need to get done & one year to do it in. I'm starting my list & will have it posted on New Years Eve, I have never done the New Years Resolution Thing- but this year it may be my last hope, before all I see at the end of 2009 is another Year down the Drain.


Kristina P. said...

I turned 30 in May, and I've enjoyed it. I did have a freakout a couple months prior, as I am 30 with no kids. I realized that I probably have one tiny shriveled egg left in my womb. :(

Lissaloo said...

I think I will be having a freak-out year, lol. It seems to be pretty common now to be having your first child after you're 30, I'm sure you still have enough eggs for a good half dozen kids to torment you ;)

ChristineM said...

I'm starting to make my list too! I'm not a goal oriented person to begin with, so I usually get depressed this time of year, thinking about what might have been, should have been, could have been.... then I slap myself in the face. :)

And don't worry about 30...30 can be your friend! I actually liked my 30's a lot. I had my daughter at 40, and THAT gave me a whole new perspective on age.

Well, good luck on your resolutions! :)

Lissaloo said...

Thank You Christine!
It's nice to hear I'm not the only one :)I'm sure once I actually turn 30 I will be fine ;)
Good Luck with your List :)

Thank you!!!

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